Something very important happened yesterday.Happy.But,I'm so totally confused now because of the two things that have happened today,relating to that someone.Is there anything that is going to happen?I don't know.In fact,nobody knows.Somehow,the dream that I had this morning totally changed the whole mood.How I really wish that the dream will turn out to be a reality.But it's only a dream.ONLY A DREAM!!I believe with my heart and soul that it will NOT happen.Never.It hurts truly,deeply when you could not get what you really want in your life but Allah definitely knows what's best for you.Therefore,have faith in Him and leave everything for Him to decide for you.I'm just hoping for the best and happiness in life,always and forever. Insya Allah.I just have to move on with another new chapter in my life.Anyway,to make myself feel slightly better,I just want to put up the lyrics of this particular song.


Artist: Cori Yarckin
Title: Everything You Said

I can remember everything you ever said
Like a broken broken record spinning in my head
If you want me to I can play it back for you
What's that gonna do now?

Cuz I won't change my mind
So don't even try
Well I guess I always knew it was too good to be true

Everything that you said was a lie boy
That's the reason I'm saying goodbye
You will never find another who will love you any better
No
When everything that you said was a lie boy
And I'm tired of wasting my time
It's ringing in my head
Everything that you said

Don't try to come around begging me to take you back
Hope you know you lost the greatest thing you'll ever have
Nothing you can do
I'm happy where I'm at
And I hope you are too
Cuz I won't change my mind
So don't even try
Now I don't believe in you
And I guess I always knew that
Everything that you said was a lie boy
That's the reason I'm saying goodbye
You will never find another who will love you any better
No
When everything that you said was a lie boy
And I'm tired of wasting my time
It's ringing in my head
Everything that you said

Don't knock on my door
There's nobody home
I told you to leave it alone
I'm already gone
You already know
There's nothing real for me to hold on to

I can remember everything you ever said
Like a broken record spinning in my head
If you want me to I can play it back for you
What's that gonna do now?

Everything that you said was a lie boy
That's the reason I'm saying goodbye
You will never find another who will love you any better
When everything that you said was a lie boy
And I'm tired of wasting my time
It's ringing in my head
Everything that you said..

When I thought of what had happened yesterday,I decided to make a final decision.Not that very important decision though..so long as the misunderstanding would not happen again and again and again... I decided to keep mum of whatever that's happening around me or just anything about me.I've come to realise that by sharing or giving opinions on any issues,it will only makes things worse.I am me.Its up to people to have their own perceptions on me because I'm just too tired and somehow,no longer bothers to defend myself,my feelings,my thoughts.That is because nobody..no one at all can exactly understand how I feel.In fact,whatever that we do,we have to do it sincerely,from the bottom of our heart.But I don't. In fact,I did it for the sake of my loved ones.And all I can say is...

Silence is best.

Finally,I'm home early today.I've been coming home late for the past 2 days.I have been very sleepy these few days.To be frank,I'm just tooo tired.

Mon:General Insurance tutorial (till 9pm)

Tue:Met the Mentor 4 Entre

Anyway Theenu,it was indeed a lovely date.Not only with Tat Wee...with Our Mentor too!!!It was just too lovely.Words could hardly describe it..lol..im juz exaggerating..;>It was quite a tiring day today.I was working in the morning at e-plaza with chee yong and jen ying.We have to to stand all the way for the feedback session and we just could not slack around.I thought I could actually use the time to revise for ICA in the afternoon.What's worse..in the middle of the feedback session,the buckle of my pinky-sandals (the Cinderella-look alike-glass slippers..haha..) became 'unattached' to the sandals itself..And I have to like limp all the way.JY suggested that I used the scotch tape so that it would not be so bad.Of course it was so damn embarrasing but luckily my jeans was long enough to cover the scotch taped area.Eventually,I managed to reach home safely to get another sandals before going back to school for the ICA.Speaking of the ICA,I'm just happy that the test this time round is quite manageable.Hope the exam will be manageable too..it have to be!!

Here I am updating my blog after leaving it all alone for a month. A big thank you to the projects that are piling up and with the exams around the corner.And I just think that I am getting lazier and lazier these semester. And my grades...think I shall not talk about it.The thought of it really hurts.The upcoming weeks will be very hectic. There are quite a number of things that I have to do. It's really stressful. Stress pills,anyone???Anyway,I got my sister to help me changed my blogskin (thx,sis!) and I seemed to be really into this pinkish colour and of course,my pinky pic!!!:> Its getting late now. Shall continue updating tomorrow.

Good night...